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Monday, August 18, 2008, 4:19 AM
Geeeeeez!!!!
yo yo... Sigh... another day of school, RETARDENESS!!!! I am freak angry yaw... RAWRR.. I don't know what happened to me know...Suddenly over some small little things I get fed up.. Like today...Today, I got realllly!!! **** up.. I fought with a classmate 2 times. Michael and Tan Jun. This was what happened. - Michael.Today, during recess, he kicked my butt... I calmed myself and told myself he's retarded. However, at 2.00pm upon reaching our class. He kicked me again. What I did? DUH!!! I punched him in his face. Then he threw the Pink dolphin water bottle at me. I kicked his stomach then we continued fighting... until 2 level. We stopped at the staircase and my English Language teacher stopped the class. She asked me to go to the front. I did so in respect and in obedience. She asked who I was fighting, I said Michael. After that, she asked us to fight. I wanted to but i resist. ( I dont dare lah! haha) In my mind I wanted to but I was tempted to. SIN has taken PLACE. So TAN JUN. About 6.35 in the morning, he budged in and play basketball WITHOUT asking. How selfish. Then I asked him to be considerate by asking b4 he plays. He ignored. Asked him go away, he scold my mother. I INSULTED BACK!!!!! someone help me... if TAN, ur reading this, sorry. GOT carried away. I like someone alr... I know it myself. I shud not tell. She shud not know. But! this is a poem for her. As you've known, I once liked Desiree right? This was the poem I wrote. I watch her from across the room,So beautiful, innocent and shy.Yet she has no recollection of our love,People often ask me "Why?" She somehow suffers from memory loss,It disappears when she closes her eyes.Next morning I'm a stranger,No matter how hard I try. It's the same cycle each day,Something about her makes me melt.I should let go but I keep holding on,With her an incredible feeling I've never felt. People say I'm wasting my time,But I know that's not true.I'd give anything in the world,Just to hear from her the words "I Love You." It's hard when the one you love doesn't remember you,Doing your best to make her fall in love in every way.It's true when people say love makes you do crazy things,Because for you I'd do this everyday. Inspired by, DESIREE. THIS is the girl I like .. ABIT bah... Everything is so quiet...Like slipping into a deep sleep.Forever drifting among the clouds,Counting each and every sheep.Whole body at ease,Basking within the light.A warming serenity,Longing to hold on tight.Angels singing in the distance,Drifting closer, getting near.Everything was soft and sweet,Their voices so perfect and clear.I open my eyes slowly,And there you sat, my friend.Holding me within your arms,Till my last breathe, the very end.They say your whole life flashes before you when you die,But I know now that that's not true.The last thing I saw was something beautiful,And that beautiful something was you. |