Time of mutants-.

Friday, August 15, 2008, 8:51 PM

Pigs.

Do you know?
Pigs, are pigs, they cannot change. Well, I have a brother who sits 24 hours in front of HIS laptop and never helps, what he helps is.. I ask him saying that, " Can you help me with this computer? Dosent seem to work..." "Off the computer." After saying this stupid words which really makes me so angry he starts playing the Laptop...

Also, what does verbal action do? In such a circumstance, nothing. Nothing. So I told him that verbal action does nothing, to help. He said it does. I asked him how. He told me that when the person ask another person to help on the fan, he says you can ask the person to do it themselves. WHAT THE HELL does it help to do?! I don't know, you ask him! I am the person who always go and buy , DINNER and LUNCH! Oh I forgot. Bert did ONCE! darn big shot. The eldest did ONCE! The youngest does it always for the them to eat...

What he always do at home is to always command and he can conquer. Who are we? put yourselves into my shoes, asking ur brother to help when he does only verbal action. Its irritating right? He calls me Hyper-Active, I call him a pig. My attention span is short. That's how God created me. There is no reason why God created someone who has been a pig for the past 17 years on this Earth. Isn't it not? I mean, blame God for not giving me a attention span that is short whereas I cant study, sit still or listen to anything.

Thats why I don't really like smart people like from Hwa Chong sec, Raffles, ACS... They are all freakin' smart. Why can't I be smart give me their results! I also have not even a slight clue why God put so sosososososso smart people in Church. To swan us? You tell me, ya, so what, I am stupid! I dont think God can really change me you know, cos its up 2 me. I dont know... I really do not know what God has for me.